| i wrote a stupit poem when i was sad...and i couldnt think good cuz i was ugghh
THE DOOR
by David Maxwell
©August 18, 2005
i NEED to LEAVE
i cant stand feeling this way
i need to get the hell outta here
so the depression, jealousy, and sadness don't stay
My heart is in pieces
i can hardly breath anymore
as i think of her beauty
tears begin to poor
This depression is too powerful
too strong for me to take
i wish it was all a dream
and i could just awake
CHANGE is the NEED here
so towards the door i stride
wondering if there will be someone better
without her by my side
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| suuuuuup ya lots of stuff happend since i last wrote in xanga.. so imma just say everything that i wanna say
!!!!!!*******!!!!!!!CAUTION!!!!!!********!!!!!!
this may hurt or make some people angry..read at your own risk
ya well... i have a girlfriend now.. one that is nice  ya... well i screwed up with her and it wont happen again.. danielle my x came to my house and we were talking and it really sucked and ya .. but that is a huge story thats annoying and depressing.. things are so much better besides yesterday
Yesterday: this what happened peeps.. after my work i went to the mall.. jennifer met me cuz she had an interview at 2.. well when me and her were at the bank victor came and we hung out and shayna and elida wanted us to meet them somewhere but i didnt cuz i knew jennifer didnt want to cuz..idunno y... anyways we went back to the mall and we were in gnc WHENNNNN jennifer was like imma go get some water and "ILL BE BACK" anywaysssss.. it was like 10 minutes when i bought what i wanted to buy and me and victor headed to the food courth that was practically right around the corner... well earlier that day and like many other times, jennifer me and victor thought that jennifer just left again so we looked all up in the food court since she didnt "come back" so i was like "what ever thats annoying" well me and victor sat in the food court looking at my purchase and waiting to see if jennifer is gonna come back like other times when shayna and elida came in... we talked to them and blah blah blah then we all went to get my shoes and do other stuff THE CRAZY ASS PART::::: next thing i knew: we came out of a store and jennifer comes walking fast toward me and crying, yelling at me that she sat kinda by sears on a bench (not really by sears but kinda) (out of the way of the path from gnc to the food court....anyways so shes all yelling at me and saying that she looked for me everywhere and its my fault that we didnt "reunite?" lol , that WE DIDNT FIND HER... ok well shes like I CANT BELIEVE YOU ..and other stuff.. i forget well she started going the other way and i was gonna go after her AGAINNNN but i was like thats annoying and even victor agreed w/ me... so we all went lookin in some stores when i see jennifer on the pay phone so i just go stand behind her and she tells whoever was in the phone "OMG HES RIGHT HERE I GOT TO GO" so she throws the phone on the hook and dashes the other way and i was officially freaked out cuz none of this damn shit was my fault THENNNNNN she goes and tells the whole world how i ditched her and makes me look like the bad guy once again by changin the whole damn shory. wwow..that was yesterday lol
also yesterday waiiiit that was all 2 days ago lol anyways i had orientation for sears and it was kinda boring but i found out i ONLY get comission.. i dont get paid per hour!!!!!!! grrrrrr i knew something was gonna happy..well i have training tomorrow and i also work at peter piper..
what else happened? oh ya i went over to tara's side of the city hehe and we seen 15 minutes of devils rejects (good family movie...go see it w/ your family) just kiddin.. it was the sickest crap ever so we left and asked to see another movie and we seen the island.. it was pretty good but not the end.. and other stuff besides the movie was good too.. tara is so freakin cool ...ya im kinda hyper but my hands are getting tired so imma go call tara or something.. later gator |
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